Ever feel things slipping through your fingers? Like your grasping and tugging but they're falling through the cracks. Like all your dreams are melting. Over-dramatized but still. I used to care so much about people but they're fading like pencil, like all those promises are becoming quieter and quieter 'til they vanish. All the friendships. It's like Paramore: 'We were friends who stuck together, we wrote our names in blood...'. I miss being little and ignorant. Deaf to the insults, blind to the differences. We were all just kids. Okay, okay, I admit being a little put off by the one in the corner who smelled funny or the one with the wonky eyes, but all in all it was a great time. Now it's all superficial. I notice that when I wear my contacts to school and wash my hair, people go gaga over talking to me. When I'm greasy and glasses-ed, people laugh or talk about me behind my back. It's horrible, really. Shallow, shallow, shallow. And the way I dress does not make me a slut. >.> I just like looking skinnier than I am, kk? AHH. Pssh. I don't feel like blogging so this will most likely be fail. 6 comments. Not too shabby, but ehhrrrmm 58 followers. So that means 52 of you lazy sods aren't doing anything.
I feel the need to go. Cinderucy shall post tomorrow night.
Comment, Jizz, Bath towels.
LUCY
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ReplyDelete" Saturday, was forced into town with cousin. I felt showed up by her. She's all gorgeous and clear-skinned and brown haired and slim and D-Cupped. I was like 'KTHXIMAGODIE' "
And your not gorgeous? well that's not exactly what I'd call someone it's a bit too cheesy for me but you get the idea. Just cause you dont have absolute perfect skin doesnt make you any less attractive, I've barely even noticed you had pimples or anything anyways... With me it's painstakingly obvious when I have one. Your not even remotly non-slim. Don't kid yourself >.>
Lolz @ your dad :P I turn off the internet to everyone but me for that sorta thing but that's cause i'm Ninja :L
And dont mind all them jealous bitches you dont dress like a slut, just cause you have a nice figure and you show it doesnt make you a slut, your just proud of who you are. And you should be.
K I out of things to say, Baii Cinderucy.
Miss Lucy,
ReplyDeletePlease oh please stop doubting yourself darling. Your beautiful whatever way you look at you.
We're in a school full of bitchy girls with nothing better to do with their time. Believe me -- I've been on the worst side of things >.>
Plus my dear I think you dress awesome.. [I'd so tap you ;)]
My parents freak out when the computers on after half 10..? Parents are weirddd.
LoveYouSweetheart :D
xoxo
Hun, you're beautiful. And things will get better. Bitchiness fizzles out when you find your right crowd and move away from all the drama. That's what happened to me with College, and that's why its great.
ReplyDeleteAnd i've had a lapse in blogging too. Got a lot on my plate, ironically.
Cinderucy? Belle-ucy! :] Except stay away from the bastar... i mean beasts. [xxx]
Lucyyy! I agree with le comments up above, dear. You are beautiful :)
ReplyDeleteAnd even if you don't agree, well, fuck it! Fuck what everybody else says or thinks. DO IT YOUR WAY. And the people who love you will understand why you're doing it because they love you <3